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So what was the point of me even joining this when all of my comments are being deleted?
I am not a perfectly positive 24 hours a day 7 days a week kind of person nor do I have the time to change my personality to such an extent. I am real. I have a back bone. I will say something if it bothers me, and I will confront whomever is bothering me. Yes, we are siblings and siblings should understand critism from each other pretty well to know that if they see a change or problem, then its obviously something important and should be taken into consideration.

I have said all the apologies that I have needed to. I am be-friending everyone around me since the blow up. Unfortuneately, others have not made contact with me and I cannot control that. Time will only tell what the fate of those relationships will be but until then, I'm back to normal. Everyone else is back to normal. This isn't even a situation anymore but everyone keeps bringing it up. What was that phrase that Andi used to tell us to understand and use after Mom and Dads divorce? Everytime we would fight with one of them or another sibling, Andi used to tell us "Forgive and Forget". Strong words because to this day, I can literally hear Andi's voice whenever I say that to myself. I forgave whom I needed to, and I forgot about the situation. Life is still going to go on whether you are staying in the past or if you move on with it. You are only granted so many days when you are born. Why waste those days fighting and re-initiating past arguments? Why not be productive and move on and let life happen? What happens happens, life goes on.

I have read the post that Andi put up about family and what not and yes she said everything perfectly. And we all do love each other very much but that doesn't mean that we won't get on each others nerves once in a while. Especially when 3 of the siblings have the same personality and some argument strategies (andi, nate and I...). Thats why we have 2 other siblings who are all about positive nature, being calm and looking at the big picture to help us cool down & relax (eric and Bryan).

On other note: So what if we can't make it to bryans for Thanksgiving this year. Lets get this year figured out now and then plan for next year in a month or at Thanksgiving. The holiday is creeping up now but it'll be here before you know it.

I would really appreciate if no one deleted my post or comments from here on out. If you all get to have a voice and talk, why can't I? I don't delete something of yours because its negative or mean. (only because I don't have the administrative access to..) but either way, I wouldn't do that to you. I would comment on it and say something about it, but I would never delete your thoughts or words. Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would want others to do unto you.

Ok I'm done. I think I have said all I needed to but if I remember something, I"ll add it. Comment if you'd like. Don't if you wish not to. Either way is fine.