not that i want to divulge much in a blog at the moment, but i wanted to let you know i'm definitely going through some big, hard times right now. Feeling very isolated and alone down here by myself without you guys.
:( and not sure if i'm really doing the right thing or not. help....
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The right thing is never easy, and the care of yourself and your kids is the most important thing to keep in the front of your mind. Envision all the soccer games you'll see with Anthony and carliegh. Think of all the great things that lay ahead in life, and with the kids.
Any choice you make and action you may go forth with you know you have your family there for you, and will do anything in their power and ability to do to help you out.
Just have to remember why you might make a choice or take the action, and think of how things will be after it is all said and done. Since you believe for all three it will be better, that is what you need to think about.
again, you know your family will be there for you in any way that they can.
have you watched the secret DVD yet?
does mom read this blog? where she?
Andi you have a wonderful family that is always here for you, but unfortunately not all of them can use a computer proficiently :)
thanks guys... i'm just trying to do the right thing. but i don't want to end up like mom and dad and stay in something that clearly isn't making anyone happy. Also don't want to drop a bomb on the kids when they're older - when they'll look at me and wonder why i waited and wonder if their entire life was a lie.... :( i'll watch the secret today, after the game and after i find that f-ing hamster.
whoa whoa whoa,.....the hamster is missing again? does this thing eat thru bars of his cage?
You have him in a cage right?
We're all here for you andi.
not necessarily the type of animal you keep in a cardboard box
WATCH THE SECRET!!!
Quote from the secret:
"Whatever you want to bring into your life, you must GIVE it. Do you want love? Then give it. Do you want appreciation? Give it. Do you want happiness? Then give it. Do you want understanding? then give it.
You have the ability to give so much love, appreciation, understanding, and happiness to so many people every single day!"
<3 E
i love you guys so much...
as for the freaking hamster. they each have their own rubbermaid tubs. this one seems to have super powers and can jump out. still someplace in the house and i'm done looking. the other hamster, not so much trouble.
OK I am going to try to do this one more time. I can get to this part but can't remember my password. Andi, you know I wait for you to call me so you don't get hassled. I was at the train store all day yesterday. Hope this works this time.
Yay....I remembered. I think. Now I can put in my two cents worth. I read some exerpts from the SECRET too and she sure made a lot of money from a lot of air. I think I got turned off with the part of being with thin people and visualizing yourself thin would make you thin...I think calories may be involved also. But I do agree with the giving what you want to receive. Kind of like the golden rule in fancy language.
Since I am new at this, I guess everybody is busy. I'll keep trying until I get the hang of it.
Maybe someday I'll try the random thought thing. I love you guys.
hey mom, glad you can join in on small talkin'
the comment boards are fun
feel free to post whatever and whenever, I check this site everyday.
as with the Secret, I love the program. It has done wonders for me, and of course some of it may be more difficult (like imaging a different body) it has worked for me in other areas of my life.
I used to have bad and streesful situations and events in my life.
but now I understand much of the reasoning behind my past by being more conscience of my feelings thoughts and actions towards others.
I can only love everyone more and more everyday, not less and less.
At any point in time I can begin to create the life that I want, I have complete faith in this principle.
The Secret uses an approach to help you remember and learn the method of thinking good, feeling happy and action of gratitude.
I have a reminder calendar that gets me thinking in terms of being grateful for everything I have...
anyway the key of the Law of Attraction is constant gratitude.
At every moment be grateful. Then you can be and have everything!
Just got back from Jim's mom's place. I made quesadias (don't know how to spell it) out of the left over roast chicken. Finally used up the whole thing. Could have made soup out of the bones, but it was kind of old. Besides, I have a frig full of left overs. Sure miss Bry...he used to eat them and I didn't have to throw out so much stuff. Guess I still have the habit of making enough to feed a small army, its hard to make just two helpings of anything.
Thanks for setting this up Eric.
I miss those meals
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